迷茫

我迷茫

我软弱

到底我算什么？

你一而再，再而三地如此对我~

你爱理我就理我，不爱就背后对着我。

我快要受够了。

如果有一天，我忍不了，我走开了，你会不会挽留？我不敢想。

常常你用背后对着我，你有没有发觉，我也是？

我这样是不让你看见我哭了。

你和慧琪的事，我常常浮现~连梦也作过~

我那时那么生气，伤心都没有如此对待你，因为我不忍心。

你却可以因为小事就忍心背后对着我。

我真的无奈，只要你想做，我都支持，我只是要一点点的温柔体贴。

你可以安慰我吗？

我也会累的。

第二个情人节。

~♥♥ Happy Valentine's Day!♥♥~

今年是我们第二个情人节。

明天 我们将会庆祝 情人节。

不知道 会是什么感觉 和 惊喜。

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（要记下来，不然会忘记，哇咔咔咔）

他发给我的：

老婆情人节快乐，这是我们第二年过情人节...

你还记得我说过我们年年情人节都要一起庆祝吗?

我们的心情也要天天想情人节那么开心 :-*

I love you.

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-- 无题 --

发现最近post的 写的 都是难过的

都是 伤心的 ，难道就没有开心的吗？

我不知道 我不知道我们能够走多远~

祷告

亲爱的

他大大的拥抱 融化了一切。 :)

原来

玉玲说的：

[[0919: 你这个“颠婆”终于出现了.....我等你好久了....哈哈.

...回想这三年我们的关系真的是出乎预料，只是短短的三年，没想到我们可以好到如此....真的令人惊讶...连我自己也没想到我们的关系会好到这样....谢谢你咯，在我难过的时候有你的安慰，你给于的鼓励....希望我们日后也是这样咯，分享我们的“秘密”....真的很高兴认识你，让我变到像你一样酱“非”，那么多话讲。。]]

子扬说的：

[[9:你做事盡責，不管從以往學校的制服團體到教會事工你把每一件事情都做好。我想你經歷了一些創傷，特別是愛情方面。如今看到你這麽幸福美滿，由衷希望最後能夠見證你的婚禮。（當然我不要做證婚人XD）呃——還有你唱歌很好聽，而且可以唱很高key，我曾經test過你XD 這是一大恩賜，所以要繼續用這番才能好好服侍上帝。有人說你脾氣有時不太好，這我不知道啦，至少你沒有在我面前發洩過。啊哈。最後想說你很獨特，是上帝特別創造的，要好好珍惜生命。:) ]]

Sin Yee说的:

‎[[0919: erm, we knew each other just a month ago...haha...you are a friendly, kind and a person that can joke to...you have a beautiful voice and i like to hear it especially during sing K...lol...stay sweet with your boy boy and do keep in touch ya..happy new year to you~ ♥]]

Sing Ling说的:

‎0919: my sixth sense told me that you're a nice person to socialize with though we just knew each other for a few weeks..and what makes me feel happy was we did enjoy and 38 together wherever we will be..glad to meet u in my life and i will cherish you, my best fren ♥

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外公不在家

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造反啦!!!!!

P/s...in his house. :)

Hhooooorrayyyyyy

Finish my exam ady!

damn happyyyy!

Hehe...At seremban now.

Miss my hubby so much.

I was webcam with him last night.

Misshim.

FINALLY

Finally, i find HER.
I find a person that i never imagine.
Hope can find a way that can solve.

20102010

20102010.

Is my 1st time to saids that.

"don't find me anymore."

But the hurt feeling are deep.

Deep into my heart.

Alright.

When i typing the word of "alright" means that i'm hopeless now.

Why?

Sad mood.

Turn on the max, sadness in my heart.

Hateyou.

Same situation?

Today, my relatives are come back to nilai, Which is my uncle from Malacca.

Whole family are coming to visit grandpa. is it true?

Yea, it is.

My younger uncle was a bit sad+angry. So that he choose to going out to have a drink.

He came back after my elder uncle's back to Malacca.

I know his (younger uncle) feeling.

He feel that grandpa are likes his brother much more than him.

Younger uncle, i know you :)

Don't worry. You still son of my grandpa.

Hopefully you can get a good and new image to grandpa.

Bless you, lovely.

**Dear, i have miss you so much**

Actually we can meet today, but my uncle and my aunt, my mum are come back here.

Sad, but nvm. I know that he is missing me too^^

Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Wedding Party

Wedding party? Not mine one...

Haha...is my JiMui's wedding party.

Is Tomorrow! What the date for tomorrow?

101010...what a nice date? oh, i love it :)

I think is a good date for everyone.

Haha...Hubby, today is 91010.

Happy...=)

http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=101540229887681&set=a.147467478628289.22414.100000951131643

Hope you happy always. :)

T.I.M.E

Is time to study hard.

All assignments and test are coming soon!

And the final are around the corner.

Oh...how sad i am.

My law

My math

My moral

and

My consumer behavior

Please, I wanna pass all subject and i want graduate!!!

Hubby, maybe we will less meet with each others

but i still love you and miss you ALWAYS!

Hehe.

No wonder how tire we are, at least we know what we are doing. :)

Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...

I know is time for you to work hard!

Add oil, dear.

Support you forever and ever.

**unlike*

I'm doesn't like the way you talk.

Talk can be so sweet right?

Please change the style that you talk.

Happy Day

Today i have dinner with his family as Mooncake festival.

I'm 1st time celebrate festival with my boyfriend and family.

Besides that, we went to new garden which is located at Cempaka Nilai.

It has a lotssss of fun there, we go with Kikky and Heng Cheun.

When we reached there, we found that playground cannot play at all,

because afternoon had a heavily rain at nilai :)

Then we moved to a pondok, and eat snacks, chit chats with each others.

After that, we take a candle and walk around there,

on the road way, he hold my hand, after that, he dukung me and run!

Omg, i'm very heavy de leh....

Hahahahaha...he also can hold me tight and run. :)

Around 10.30pm, we walk back to the pondok and ready to go back.

Suddenly we found that we lose our key. (key of my hubby's car)

Oh my god, who is the last person to taken the key? Is me!!!

I'm so scary and try to find out the key...

then we ask the help from the security guard.

After around 10 mins, the guard was found the key! (drop at the way when hubby's dukung i)

Hahahaha...Pphheeeeewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww!

Nasib baik i, i'm worry that i lose the key then he will scold me, but he didn't do that on me.

He saids : "Still nervous? Worry? Dont worry, i will not to scold you, because i wont hurt our love because of the car. You are the most impotant."

Omg, i'm touched!

Dear, your words make me feel comfortable.

Thanks, thanks the guard again :)

Genting Trip

Went to genting for 3 days 2 night.

Its quite boring and enjoy-ing.

Hehe~We all take pic until crazy...muahahahahaha.

Besides that i miss my hubby as well...

We never meet for 4 days, and he said he miss me damn much...

Yiak yiak yiak...I miss him too^^

He waiting for me to come back and meet with me♥

I love you more than i can say.

Muacks.

New day :)

Today 120910.

Just want to share my happiness here.

And enjoy for all the things and peoples that i have!

God, i'm cherish every things that you had given to me.